The Serial Killers Guide to Love by Siberia Kitty

Author:Siberia, Kitty
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Rose Thorn Publishing
Published: 2024-09-27T00:00:00+00:00

18

Lilly

I was about to cancel the date with Derek for the four hundredth time in the last two days.

Was it okay for me to date him when my mind and heart was with another?

And was I putting Derek in danger with my past?

He seems like such a nice guy. Everything about him is nice.

And he’s handsome.

I bit my nail as I waited for the water to boil. A chamomile mint and verbena blend will calm my frail nerves.

Sam was gone.

There was a small chance that I walked around his house almost each night to see if the lights were on, but the house is untouched.

Also, there is a chance that I slipped a leaf between the door and the door frame and that leaf is still stuck there

Did I scare him away?

The tea releases a wonderful smell.

Come on, you can do this!

Can I?

I try to calm my tits, but it’s harder than I could imagine.

Derek, date, pasta.

“I hope you are still coming over tonight. I am going to create a feast.”

Derek texted me and I half smiled.

Why can’t Sam be like that?

Sliding a hand through my hair, I curse myself for always falling for the complicated guys, the ones that have issues and need fixing. Do I have such low self worth that I need to validate myself by being useful to a man?

In the beginning I was Mike’s right hand. I was there with him every step of the way, until he started to show his true colors and be mean and abusive.

But Sam isn’t like that.

Sam is broken, and maybe he would understand. Could I tell him that I poisoned people, that I watched them die and didn’t care? That I could go to sleep without going mad over it?

Again, I looked at Derek’s text.

“I couldn’t tell you that, could I?”

No.

I nod.

“Sure I am looking forward to it.”

I reply with a smile emoji.

“Would you like me to pick you up, or to send an Uber for you?”

What a nice guy. I couldn’t stop myself from thinking.

“If you send me the address I can drive. No worries.”

“Are you sure? I want you to be comfortable.”

“You are such a gentleman, but I don’t mind driving. Or do you plan on getting me drunk and seducing me?”

“Oh shoot, you know my master plan!”

He adds a smile emoji and I want to be happy.

Derek sends me his address.

“See you tonight, gorgeous!”

And I text ok.

What the hell.

How can a man that looks like this think that I am gorgeous. I was beautiful during my Mike time, when my personal makeup artist would cover all the bruises, but that was a long time ago.

Nowadays the best I could say about me is that I look cute, in a thrift store clothes hippie chic type way.

I like it.

The small voice in my head calls out.

Why are you sabotaging a good thing? Date Derek, get some D and at least you won’t keep masturbating thinking about Sam as a minotaur.

The last makes me giggle. What if he knew?

Heat waves crash through me, but I return to my greenhouse.

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